If Only...

If only I hadn't gotten sick from my childhood I could have performed better in school.

If only my sickness didn't make my grumpy I would have made a friend to my mother's brother (My grandfather re-married and lets his boy stay in our home for a while)

If only I haven't gotten sick I have learned to play basket ball (I do not even had the chance how to dribble a ball)

If only I haven't gotten sick I might be staying away now from my parents and have a place of my own.

If only hadn't gotten sick I would have finished College and got a job I could keep.

If only I hadn't gotten sick then I could have a family of my own with five kids or more just like my high school classmate, some even have a grandkids now.

If only I hadn't gotten sick I could have stayed to my Aunts And Uncles down south and make a lasting friendship to my cousins there, I do not even know all their names now.

if only I hadn't gotten sick I could have driven a car and also owned a car even those small owner-type jeeps for that matter.

If only I hadn't gotten sick I could have visited at least one of my country's tourist destinations like our famous beaches and mountains.

If only I hadn't gotten sick I could have done so many hobbies like #painting, #aquaponics, #homesteading stuffs, target shooting with a gun or #airgun, #planting vegetables and fruits, #cooking, etc.

If only I hadn't gotten sick I could have established a restaurant because I like to cook.

If only I hadn't gotten sick I could have made this house comfortable to live in for my parents.

If only hadn't gotten sick I could have enjoyed a once in a lifetime short stay in this world.