hugs i think we are very much alike, wearing our heart upon our sleeve. for me, these few lines say it all:

It's a lot for the mind to cope with, but it's important to remember the transient nature of these sometimes intense emotions, otherwise it's too easy to spiral into hopeless negativity and bitterness. Bitterness itself is such a blight on the person holding it, and it's such a huge backpack to be carrying through life.