I'm so sorry to hear you got laid off. :( I wish I could help somehow. If I was an employer I would employ you so fast.
As for the zen frame of mind and being.. I think maybe sometimes we try so hard to be at peace with ourselves and the universe, that we actually drive ourselves a little bit ragged.
You just keep being the wonderful you that I have come to know and love. Everything else will come together as it should in time.
Big hugs, lots of love. Happy to see you back here. Don't ever worry about the right types of things to post. Speak from your heart and we will listen.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Miss ya,
Serena