RE: The Ayahuasca Diaries: Part 1
Hi @endorphoenix - I just love your name!!
I'm honored that you appreciated this experience. Aya was very explicit with me about embracing my voice and sharing my truth, but it has taken me a long time to get to this point to be able to do that...I had to meet more teachers including @quinneaker & @everlove of @gardenofeden to understand how to be honest and vulnerable and raw. It's quite amazing for me to be here, with you, on the blockchain - so many elements coming full circle now!!
I am very excited for you to hear & more importantly to honor her call. She really does love you and everyone, even if you haven't met in this physical incarnation yet. We're more connected to Nature & to each other than I ever thought possible, that's for sure! I want to visit her again. Wouldn't it be exciting if we could do a ceremony together?? Maybe it will align itself one day :)
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Hey dear @saramiller :) Thank you so much!! 💚💚💚
Your words really touched me! Thank you from all my heart for your wonderful answer 💖
I appreciate this experience a lot as I feel connected to plants and the otherworld since I am a child 😊
Wow, it sounds so overwhelmingly beautiful that Aya has encouraged you to embrace your voice and share your truth! What a wonderful message 🌟
I know it can take a lot of time to integrate the message of a psychedelic experience in your everyday's life. My last experience took me several months to fully comprehend the meaning and impact the trip had on me. There's always a LOT to learn and process after meeting a plant or mushroom spirit. But it really helped me like nothing else to find my own way and my purpose in this incarnation. It is pure magic! 🙂
How great you had some wonderful teachers who helped you finding your way to share your truth and follow the voice of Aya 🙂
It's so amazing to be here with you for me, too!!💚
I guess it is no coincidence we met here on Steemit! Feels so exciting and enriching to meet you! 😊
Aaaaw thank you so much for your comment and that you told me Aya loves me even if I haven't met her yet in this physical incarnation! Oh yes, we are SO much more connected than words could ever describe. My first psychedelic experiences put me in a constant state of " OH DEAR GOD, I FEEL LIKE WE ARE ALL ONE!" It was the first time I could feel and experience what my heart always knew and had as it's truth. We are connected. We are the universe. We are god. Everytime I meet the spirit of a plant or mushroom I get tears into my eyes as I feel it is such a honor to experience this lesson and learn something that feels like kind of a hidden knowledge :)
Oh my dear gosh! It would be such a GREAT honor to me to meet Aya with you together! Really!! I would appreciate that more than I can tell you!! Even the fact you consider me to join you in a ceremony makes me so grateful! 💗
I would LOVE it if life, the universe, Aya or/and we would align it to make this life changing experience together! You are such a precious and wonderful soul, I would be so happy to share this with you! Thank you so much for your comment, makes me really grateful and smile 💗
Be blessed and have a wonderful day dear Sara 🌻
Wow I appreciate your very thoughtful reply & genuine gratitude!
I'm really amazed to share my experience here, for many reasons - it has taken so much to come to this here & now! As I look back on my notes from my time in Peru to continue writing, I recognize that I am dealing with many of the very same lessons in my current situation! I believe aya is with me again, patiently guiding me and offering support...even though for awhile I "forgot" how deep we really went. She never really left, even if I didn't listen or acknowledge. There is so much to process from these plant medicines, as you say.
I really do believe in magic and synchronicities, and obviously my story is not only a teaching to me, but sharing it and communing with others such as yourself is also a vital and important aspect. It would be supremely profound to take ceremony with you. Maybe we can get it on the agenda at the next SteemFest!!! 💛💛💛💛
Dear @saramiller!💚
Thank you so much for your reply which makes me even more happy and grateful 😊
I am very excited and grateful you share your experiences and emotions with us! Your words are so honest, deep and inspiring!
Wow, it's such an overwhelming "goosebump feeling" to still feel the presence of the spirit after all this time, right? I absolutely feel you in this point, as I also can feel the spirit of my last experience and it guides me and helps me to transform and integrate the lessons it told me into my everyday life and personality. It's one of the greatest gifts we human beings can receive, I guess.
I am so, so happy for you Aya is by your side and guides you 💗
You must have connected to her in a very deep way and she must be very willing to support you. This is so wonderful!💚
Yes, we sometimes forget how deep it went, but I guess that's kind of a voice inside you that says: "Wohoo, that was a LOT to learn my dear! I'll make you forget about a few things and let you remember them in an appropriate time so you won't get overwhelmed by it too much and so you can accept the lessons better without getting stressed mentally!" At least in my experiences I felt it this way and I was very happy and grateful about the loving attitude of
the spirit 😊
Oh how marvellous!! I do believe in magic and synchronicities, too! (Since I am a child) ✨
Just like Roald Dahl said: "Those who don't believe in magic will never find it!" 😊
And I guess that's why we experience a lot of magic in our lifes, dear Sara💛
I just love your gentle, grateful, loveing and wonderful personality my dear and it would be such a honor to me to join you in a ceremony! I feel like you're the best person to do so, as your attitude and vibes feel so good in my soul and heart and I guess it would be way more than enriching to me to share this with such an earth-angel 😊💗
Getting it on the next SteemFest agenda sounds GREAT!💚💛
Thank you very much for everything, I feel honored you trust me in such a deep way to share a psychedelic experience with me!
Big hug and be blessed my dear! Namasté 💗