Thank you for reading <3 I'm glad you liked it.
No, in fact, I've never wanted to have children. I don't think it's a mission for me in the world. I respect maternity too much. I am more like the baby, and I feel I never got rid of the sensation of being put in a very strange world, inside of a very strange body. I think I had a moment with my mother yesterday that made me feel that even when we have issues, we have an important conection that's not necessesarily logical. When I'm in distress being next to her soothes me. And I think it soothes her too to be next to me. She gives me some kind of mystic love that I find interesting, and I felt that yesterday so I used to as an inspiration to write this short story for a contest hehe.