i think when it comes to writing it is like searching for your identity, because everyone has their particular writing style and it is hard to satisfy all readers. some readers like it more emotional, some like it more intense. I really admire writers who are able to just sit and focus the writings they want to deliver without wavering, it is truly a work of patience and endurance in which i wished i had. although i am not a full time author and i nvr finished my short stories because I run out of inspiration and words, i really enjoy reading a good story.
would you mind to share, how do you find the right words to fit in your novel? you must have wide range of vocabulary to do so
It comes down to practice. Sure, a good vocabulary helps, but you don't have to use difficult words to convey what you have to say. I also find it helps to read a lot as this will provide you with different ways of expressing things. Above all I would say that the more you write, the better you become, so don't give up: finish your stories and keep writing. Over time you will develop your own style.