Writing letters to him helps me more than I can possibly explain. I never thought I would find myself in a situation like this but I think it has helped me to be stronger. And being able to know him and love him made me a better person because of how good he was, I wanted to be more like him. I still do. I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy so I would hate for another family to feel this. Please don't do anything because the world is better with you here. Continue to share your light with others :)
Ivy