I apologize for the delay in response also, but I see that there is nothing that I need to respond to. You still want God and Christians to cater to your proud demands. You are deluded! No one owes you anything. You can believe lies if you want to. You alone will suffer for it.

A wicked and adulterous generation seeks after a sign; and there shall no sign be given unto it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas. And he left them, and departed. (Matthew 16:4)

It is your choice to trust in your own understanding and deny the truth you know in your heart. No one is responsible to convince you of anything.

He that trusts in his own heart is a fool: but whoso walks wisely, he shall be delivered. (Proverbs 28:26)

The God that you refuse to deal with will give you what you deserve. One day your decision to refuse His truth will be your last decision in this world. His decisions are final.

Love you as a brother my friend!