@JerryBanfield I believe in our dynamic we have seen eachother at great highs and impossibly dank lows. And I would be willing to bet that no matter what you put your mind to, your endeavors will be more than successful just as mine would be. If someone told you 8 or so years ago before you realized that your life needed change, that you would be where you are today, do you think you would have believed that? Change is healthy and scary at the same time. I was recently told by an employer that I was afraid that I would only ever amount to being a cashier at minimum wage jobs. He told me some very sage advice. His words resonated with my being. "Tyler, you will only ever be a cashier making minimum wage in the world until you truly believe that you should be doing more. Until you truly believe that your own personal insecurity and fear will keep holding you back. " Since I was given that advice I believe my life has been far better and more richer than ever before. As long as you believe in yourself , and you keep trying, you can accomplish anything. I speak that as someone who has known you for nearly a decade. Someone who has laughed with you. Someone who has at times been upset with you. Someone who has often asked you for advice. And someone who has cared about you.