@lyndaybowes, it's so brave of you to share this very personal situation with all of us. I just want to say, you've been an inspiration for me on this blockchain and we are so much richer having you here.
If you feel the need to take a break, we will understand. Or if you want to share this part of your journey with us, we will do the best we can to give you the support you need.
All the best
@kabir88