I feel so caught in this trap I built for myself sometimes. I know how I want to live, I want to walk with God, and teach my children myself.
I am trying to stay positive and trust in God, but, it is not always easy. Every time I think we are making headway, we get stomped on by the state.
I have been on Steemit almost every day all day lately because I got pulled over for my license plate lights and they said my license was suspended for a child support case that got dropped by the state over two years ago. I am lucky I didn't go to jail.
I just keep plugging as always, but, it is hard to keep a good spirit. I try to help everyone I can and well you know, I don't ask for help because I want to remain independent.
I am so grateful for the people in my life and I will be faithful until I die. I know that there is a Plan and that I can't see it, but, it would be nice to have a heads up once in a while.

In closing, I just want to thank you for these videos, because they have been very helpful in keeping my head up.
I know that with God, I can make this work, if that is what He wants.
Thanks again @papa-pepper!