There are 3 steps to helping yourself in this world. Step 1 - Recognize you need a break. Step 2 - Try something new Step 3 - Be persistent.
You're 2.5 for 3 so far, and somehow being a single mom and raising two kids and working you have managed to wrap your head around technologies like the blockchain, crypto, and Steemit? Damn! There are a lot of people out there looking for someone like you. I could probably ask 1000 different people on the street today if they understood these concepts, and they'd say no.
Teach your kids to steam vegetables for dinner, tell them mommy has to get drunk and fall asleep under the stars on the roof. They can go on the roof when they're 18. Tell them if they try and talk to you by yelling through the kitchen exhaust vent you'll put them in the military overseas.
One day, you never know, Steemit may buy you a vacation for you and the fam :D Until then the only thing I can do to help you is lend a Follow.
Btw audiobooks are amazing if you ever find yourself drunk on a roof with your kids having found the exhaust vent trick.