Thanks. I don't think my dude is toxic, at least he isn't towards me. In fact, it is because of him that I do what I do. I wouldn't be here writing if it weren't for his tireless efforts and constant inspiration to me and our tribe. I am not really a "hoe" in the truest sense of the word. As a nympho, I do have his permission to do what I wish sexually, but have not acted upon it. Is it because I respect him for respecting me? Maybe so. Thanks for the convo, friend. <3