Hey Sweet Lady! Long time no talk to. I fully 100% understand everything you are going through. Part of the reason I have not been around the better part of a year is dealing with all the mental and physical stuff from my own accident with a semi truck, Larry's death and a scary bout with cancer. I just couldn't deal with keeping on a happy face. But I am back in therapy now, officially retired and drawing survivors benefits and trying to get the old me back.

From personal experience I know sometimes you just have to let it out. Just never let that sweet happy lady from your past disappear completely. Keep an image of who you were and who you will be again in your mind when dealing with all these twerps. You are one of the strongest people I know and you can pull through this. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on. I'm here and my shoulders are pretty danged big, lol.