I loved her reference to trying to paddle upstream, found that my family's negative ideas were creating havoc with my existence so I moved 2500 miles away. I have found peace and my paintings and photos resound with source. I am working on the last hurdle to my source by unleashing the last monkey on my back.
I think when I am done I will be able to experience and stay in pure source energy, finally shedding this material form.. So glad I was in the right place at the right time to find the message you sent out. Namasti.