Hello @alex831,

Your story is touching. It is however interesting to know that we cannot cheat nature no matter how it is. As a young girl ins such situation, it is normal for the feelings to come, though you may have to resist 'cos of the tie between you both, perhaps you want to give a try elsewhere - that sense just as you rightly said in your second paragraph.

All you right now is to be yourself and whatever makes you happy is worth giving preference at all time.

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