Husband-daddy: good or not?

I'm 26, my husband is 15 years older than me. We began to live together 3 years ago, until this year were the best friends. They began to communicate on the basis of "this would be my father", eventually he became my first man, and then it came to the wedding. Actually, the problem is that the more I live with him, the more I get the feeling that I am loved more like a daughter or a younger sister than as a wife. I do not know anything about refusal, they pamper me, if necessary, they support me mentally, they always hug and kiss. But, firstly, I am constantly read lectures, educate, so sometimes I feel like a little stupid, capricious girl. At guests even can shout, if the husband considers, that I not so I sit or speak.

And most importantly - we have sex once a week, not more often. In one pose and in a matrimonial bed. This is not enough for me, I would be every day and preferably not once. But no matter how I pestered, we have that movie is going, then at work the problem, then it's time to sleep.

I hate his ex, because when we were still friends, I was constantly told about a frenzied passion for her. Which, no matter how hard I try, he will never be with me. And I so want to know how it is, when your loved one is having an uncanny desire for you.

I love him madly, but I often find myself thinking that I want to know: how is this, with another? Is sex the way I imagine it? To want-done, on the floor, on the table, in the bushes - where you want. Right now, not "I'm tired, let's go later". And not me, but me.

Maybe it's worth changing once? But then the feeling of betrayal of a loved one will not give life. To leave? I can not - I love. Maybe I just want too much? Then give me a kick, please, huh? Maybe I'm missing it.