This was so well written and thought provoking. I struggle everyday with anxiety oftentimes losing site of my goal in life. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed and bogged down with negativity that I forget to search for my happiness. It is something I work on everyday and I have no where near perfected it. I am currently not the person I want to be.
I appreciate you mentioning the quote about the journey and not the destination. I feel the same as you. How can you focus on the journey when you are so overwhelmed with all that is around you? I have just learned to take it a day at a time. Sometimes I have to take it an hour at a time.
Thank you for sharing a piece of you. Know that you are not alone in this way of thinking and feeling ♥