I read your post with interest, dutifulness, I think my life was almost all about it, until I decided to cut off what I have learned and learn something new, the way we group sometimes can be so oppressive, we are so used that job must be painful and sometimes also that love must be painful that we never find joy or we feel guilty if we found it.. In something that the society can add as a waste of time.. By the way I read i the end of your pist you talk about a community? You mean steemit or another one?