OMG! Sounds like a familiar complex. Is it contagious? Been there done that. Still do some of them on a regular basis. Take medication to make my life better. Hope you can find a resolution to your anxiety. Stay away from Steemit meet ups inforiegn countries. Just tell everyone to F off and leave you alone for a while. Take care of you.
Always wish the best for you.
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