Oh honey. As soon as you said "My name is Lexie and I am fucking struggling" I immediate started a crying jag. I can absolutely understand. I'm afraid to post my own #mentalhealthmonday as I know a lot of my steemit friends in real life...and the husband reads my posts. I don't want anyone to know how much I'm struggling myself. I don't want anyone to think I can't do it and that they need to bring themselves down to my level to help me. I hate it. My anxiety is so ramped up, I can't make it to work without medication. The only thing that seems to be helping is gardening and steemit. I hate to not name my kids in that list, but honestly...kids=stress for me.

I'm hoping this all passes soon. With spring here and there being more opportunities to get outside and get my mind off its continual bleakness, it shouldn't be much longer.

I hope it all passes for you soon as well. I hate the cliche`, but I'm around if you need someone to talk to. I find it easier to talk to strangers than friends who might judge me. Chin up, girl. Lots of love and support your way.