What a wonderful, honest post Lexie. Thank you for sharing with us. My heart certainly hurts for you right now, but I believe sharing is a huge part of releasing the pain. Unfortunately society doesn't properly support us when we are in pain and need support. Life is hard, definitely a roller coaster, but not always a fun ride. When I think about the anxiety I have shouldered all of my life it can be debilitating. Having others to share it with is critical. You are on the right track! You are an amazing , gifted woman and I have been so impressed with what you have brought to the Steemit Community. Just know you are supported here! I like your idea for #mentalhealthmonday! All the best my friend.