Thanks for sharing your journey Katrina. You are smart and talented but life now is concerned mainly with raising your boys. Try to embrace this as time goes by quickly and one doesn’t know what the future holds.
What you said about loneliness is something we all have in different degrees. Perhaps missing the connection to the divine or higher power as we live our life here on earth.
My 97 yr old aunt has suffered many heartbreaking losses. When asked the secret to her long life, said she lived for the day..not yesterday or tomorrow but today. Blessed be dear friend. ❤️