I am glad you found a way to improve your life.

I too lost my mom young, she was 51. I turned to booze. It was horrible I woke up sick and puking most mornings. The bartender knew my drink and I had my own stool at the bar. The damage I did to my brain and liver will last for a long time.

I live in Oregon where weed is legal, it's as little as 3 dollars a gram. Since weed is legal here a lot of people use it medically and recreationally.

Recent studies are finding weed helps to prevent Alzheimer's, which runs in my family. It's not up fo debate whether weed can prevent cancer, at this point it's largely proven. Both of theses ailments run in my family.

So for me, I believe I will continue. At least until and unless there is a better way to prevent the diseases which my family is prone to.