Cancer has changed the lives of so many families. Your dad wanted you to go on that trip, he probably wouldnt of been as happy knowing you stayed for him. Parents have a way of putting our needs before theirs without question. I lost my mom 5 years ago now, was the hardest thing ever. It never goes away but will become easier with time.
Thank you so very much for that ❤ im so sorry for your loss as well.