RE: The Darkest Part of Me is Hatred
Thanks @kimzilla. That is profound and makes sense. The self hatred thing. I think I am like that in a way.
I just cannot stand Bullies or Type A personalities who have zero regard for anyone around them.
I'm kind of passive aggressive. And sometimes when I have seen really blatant bullies around me, there is a deep resentment almost a hatred.
Maybe it is something about my own self that I do not like about. That self hatred you talk about. I am laid back and would soon rather have peace and calm.
Maybe my subconscious is telling me to stand up, be assertive, and be more of a mover and shaker.
And consequently is manifested in this strong resentment towards people who are. Maybe I hate myself for not being that way...not a bully but a type A assertive person LOL
Who knows.
But interesting post. Thanks again :)
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Very cool self-introspection @robertandrew!
In my experience, when I changed, my reaction towards others (those bullies and Type 'A' personalities) also changed. Either I did not react the same way to them, or they actually changed around me because I was giving off a different vibe in my presence, sound and words.
It's definitely worth it to test it out for yourself, and the first step is considering that hey, this might be possible for me!
That makes sense @kimzilla It's hard sometimes to restrain those knee jerk emotions towards these people. But I will try to see it from that angle of changing my reaction around them.
I'm getting older so I think it is probably about time for me to mellow when it comes to this scenario and those type of aggressive people. thanks for your response
A pleasure @robertandrew