How what you reap what you sow: love breeds love

We all suffer the repercussions of our own decisions in life. But I've come to know that the actual problem arises when we forget why we made the decisions we did. How Does It Work?

In the closing years of my life, for example, I chose loneliness. I didn't see my friends as often as I used to, and instead of going to places where my siblings welcomed me, I was typically alone at home, reading a book. I was sleeping, watching TV shows, and writing; I didn't talk to anyone, and I didn't disclose my difficulties. Because I was willing to live alone, I was mostly alone. My condition was satisfactory to me. I suppose I required a large quantity.

But when no one called me and I couldn't find someone to make a program, I didn't protest; instead, I began to believe that I wasn't loved on the inside. Everyone had moved on with their lives, and they had completely forgotten about me. I was enraged at moments and offended at others.

Then one day, I made the decision to put an end to this phase of my life. It was enough to be alone. I received what I needed, relaxed, ate what I needed, and saw what I needed to see. It was time to head out once more. In fact, I followed through on what I had decided. To compensate for my disappearance, I strive to go everywhere unless there is an unexpected setback. I make additional phone calls and try to schedule more programs. Now I return to missed calls that I entirely forgot about in the hopes of seeing them on time and calling them later, preferably within an hour.

When I woke up one morning late because I went to bed late, I saw three to four missed calls on my phone. My friends were the ones on the lookout. They were perplexed when I didn't open it for an extended period of time. With a large smile on my face, I hung up the phone. I was curious!

Then a light turned on. There was a reaction to everything in life. Love would return to love, and indifference would return to indifference. I began to look after my friends again, and they were soon with me as well. It was only an illusion I made when I thought I was forgotten and rejected. I had decided to be alone at the moment, and after a while, I had forgotten about my decision and had fallen into the delusion that I was unloved. Isn't it perplexing?

For this reason, one must be aware of oneself and maintain a constant state of sobriety. We must live our moments consciously in order to make healthy and active choices, to live consciously, not to automate life, and not to play the victim role in vain. We only do it to ourselves, no matter how we live or what we do. I'm delighted I went from Sleeping Beauty to Warrior Princess for myself. At the very least, I'm more alive in my existence as a Warrior Princess right now.

In many articles, we frequently discuss "moments that shed light on me." I generally find myself in a state of acute awareness at the most inopportune times. I don't think about it at the time; it's just a feeling of rediscovering something I'd forgotten for a moment. These are the instances I'm referring to. All of these moments have come as a result of my meditations. Every day, I notice periods of silence, even if it is only for a short period of time that I set aside for myself... My lovely moments when I'm alone with myself and becoming closer to myself with each passing day...

Meanwhile, do you consider "what is meditation, what is it good for, what is stress, what are the consequences of stress on the body, how do I make healthy choices, how do I break the cycle, who am I really?"

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