Amazing writing and inspirational story. I am very happy with your analysis on the gray Emotion section. Like the big dirty clouds floating in the sky blocking the sunlight, emotions can hinder one's judgment. Decisions and irrational behavior are caused by high emotional levels. Love and pain can drive us crazy and for some, that means the end. For others, love means their life and their power to exercise. This is happen to me when I judging the cases in family court. Someone very loves but they do wrong thing when showing a loves, or someone loving someone else but they never show his love until someone see there is no love.

Thanks for this writing @paulag and this is the gift from me to keep spirit.