Thank you for speaking up about your struggles, that shows you are ready to face your problem squarely. Depression is the new bad guy out there now. Always try to talk to someone, reduce avoiding people especially your family, they love you and would help you through your journey to recovery. Loneliness Fosters depression. Get around people, try to be happy and see life shine it's light on you all over. I will keep a tab on you onwards, make sure to follow me as am doing that already. Wish you quick recovery blud. JAYtee