Halleluja! You get me now! This is exactly the feeling i have had, and have atm too! Quite lovely isn’t it!
The feeling isn’t healthy, nor is running away from it. But that is only thing i know how to get rid off that feeling of anxiety just for a while. So if you manage to come up something that is a bit more productive version of coping that anxiety, please hun, give me a tip!
And now, try to remember how many times i have left? And then lets do the math how long have i suffered from this anxiety of staying put. Welcome to the dark side hun, we are all out of cookies, but lets buy some new one from budapest!
What a wonderful feeling, fucking SUCKS! I know I have tried to reason with you about this feeling, multiple times, never really getting what it really feels like.
I think we need another night of Gin for this one, or therapy, or new hobbies. Let's figure this shit out!
Oh honey i know. Reasoning doesnt do much, you have noticed that maybe in these past almost 10years 😂 not like i didnt know that i dont have to leave. It is totally irrational feeling. You feel that amazing urge to escape . And it’s not going away...