What a journey, and it is only the beginning. Thank you for sharing. Following you for updates. Fatherhood is an amazing thing and a massive responsibility. As you've already found there are times where you feel like you must be the only one going through stuff, I still feel like it sometimes. If you can, surround yourself with other dads. And talk about dad stuff. Helps to remind you you're not alone. Welcome to Steemit! ;-)