I am glad that you used a shitty situation (panic attacks are never fun) to focus on what makes you happy and what needs to change in your life to get you back to baseline.

I totally get, when life is moving fast and we just go along with it not stopping to think about what we are doing and if it makes us happy. One day it catches up to you and hits you like a train!

I am glad that you made the necessary changes to make yourself happier!