Hello, thanks for your kind comment. So you are also living in Istanbul, Turkey. Nice to hear :) Yes, as you said i need to more focus on positive things, have to be more active and stop being at home alone while complaining like I am tired, exhausted. Oh, yes I started searching for things that i can do in my free time nowadays. A ceramic course? sounds great! thank you for encouraging me. I will pick myself up and move on. You take care too :)