A Treat to Myself - Let's Restart the Life

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All the days are not same. Some days are happy and some are mysterious. Some days are boring and some are more than boring. I live all kinds of days, but the day when I feel exhausted, and just want to disappear from this globe comes very rarely.

Such days suck all the energy from the soul and leave us emotionless, lifeless. But a day like this is not the end. When I have to face such dull days, a sound comes in my mind saying

"You will be the last person, on the death of whom your whole world will end."

Until this world doesn't close its door on me, why will I close these doors for myself?--------! I would try my best to live, so when I'm closing my eyes no matter at which point of my life, at least I shouldn't regret it.

That was a day when I was feeling very low and just wanted an escape.

So I invited myself to a brunch at one of my favorite food points. When I was heading to "do more", I didn't know whether it would work for me or not, but I just wanted to leave everything around me.

The restaurant was almost empty at this time and I felt a bit relaxed. I didn't take a single bite from the last 24 hours. I ordered a mint Margareta just to cool me down. And asked myself to sit in front of me, to discuss about my increasing anxiety. Obviously, mint margreta started doing its miracle. I felt a bit calmer.

Why are you so exhausted? I ask myself with empathic feelings .Because I'm doing those things which are not my responsibility. I overburdenise myself. I answered in a fatiguing voice.

You are the eldest daughter of your family, and in the absence of your father, your siblings are your responsibility. I reminded myself.

Please order something to eat. I was like dying with hunger pangs.

Why not! I ordered my favorite Malai boti pizza. Don't think about anything before I finish this pizza. I castigate myself. Okay. I agreed. After having pizza, I felt like eating something more, so I ordered a Red Tandom burgers with soft drink canes.

You shouldn't leave your siblings on their own, but I want to give a piece of advice. Don't force them too much, allow them to make a few mistakes and learn their lessons while going through it.

If you compress them too much, you increase the level of rebellion in them and when you put up your force they suddenly retaliat you as a compressed spring. I told myself calmly.

With the last bite of my burger, I fully understood this point. I wanted to thank myself, but I prefer to brought an ice cream to my table.

Yes, the ice cream the cold bites of this sweet fluffy hokey-pokey made me realize that the world is not too bad a place for living. Now, while passing by, I bought two Zinger Shawarmas for my brothers. I take this one and thought I should take another one for mom and grandma.

This was being done so that those people would be happy. This happened when I reached home, seeing this, they started smiling happily and thus we all got refreshed again.Let's restart it with full enthusiasm and liveliness.

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