Thank you very much for your good wishes and support @porters.
You know sometimes I feel the more stronger you get, life tries puts across tougher and tougher challenges out there for you. I have not been afraid of facing this in any way, but I see my hubby giving it up many times and that's what gets me also down at times. Anyways you need to face this, right now this is our test and we need to clear it.