I can feel your pains but pertaining to goals and dreams I will advice you not to give up on them, yeah always set a realistic goals you can start with short term goals and always have plans on how to achieve this goal and target them you will see you will definitely achieve them. O you want to always pass in flying colors, that too is achievable but you have to start early do not wait till exam period before you read, have your reading timetable now, form your reading group attain tutorials. I hope this will definitely help, continue to be active in our community we appreciate you 💕