When I ought to manage everything alone!| Journal of 3rd May.📓

When we don't complain often, some assume
Those people are the happiest in this world!

That happened because they don't like to gain attention or, I would say, sympathy from others!
Hence, they carry all the misery alone!

Though I am going to share yesterday's journal;
But before that, I would like to share one incident that happened this morning.
Today, when I was in a meeting with my moderators and co-admin,
in between my doorbell rang.

I opened the door and noticed a middle-aged woman begging for alms!
I noticed that woman for a couple of months, and she always appeared in fancy dress, like today she arrived in a pink salwar suit.

Today, when I asked her why she is begging when she is physically fit, she can work and earn!
She got furious and replied to her guru (the senior from whom she had taken diksha);
suggested that she earn only by begging!

I got angry! I suggested her to read the Holy Gita(sacred book).

If I am not wrong, then no religious books suggest begging;
They always guide us to follow honesty and hard work.

However, after she left, I thought about myself and so many other people who are surviving alone but don't follow the path of shortcuts.

I have seen blind people work hard to survive.
However, I only love to assist those who love to work for themselves.

• I need to prepare a monthly community report.

• I need to go to dispose of waste.

• Need to attend the meeting arranged in my apartment.

• I need to buy some water filters.

Because in my area massive iron emerged from the water, even sometimes we received orange water from the tap!

This summer the layer of water decreased thus, the problem arose a lot! To get rid of iron water, I bought water filters yesterday.

Around 6:30 pm, I reached the station and clicked a few photos;
At that time, I felt a beautiful breeze outside and thought the best blessing we received from the almighty was nothing but nature.

While walking, I found trees loaded with raw mangoes and lychees!
I opened the flashlight and clicked pictures of both of the trees.

After that, I reached the hardware shop and bought water filters.

Water filters	Indian price	Steem price
	Rs.100(each cost rs.20)	3.97steem

From there, I returned home after taking some pictures of the market;
So that I could share them in my journal.

When I reached my apartment, I informed the remaining people that I was directly going to the terrace and requested them to come fast,
because I had many pending works remaining to finish.

When the meeting was over, and I entered my flat,
I glanced at the clock, and I noticed it was 9 pm.

I quickly sent the booming links and then refreshed myself.
I was feeling exhausted because the entire day I didn't eat anything.

From morning to night, I was only busy finishing my pending jobs.
At that point, I felt That I ought to manage everything alone!

Like me, there are many people;
who are surviving alone, exactly like me!
They do not believe in giving up;
nor do they love to be dependable!

Because when we depend on others, we often lose self-respect.
It's better to survive than to lose self-respect. That is my canon.

Around 9 pm, I sit down to complete my monthly report, half the portion I prepared in the first half of the day, but it takes time, and I always try to give every detail so that others can understand how our community is working and that I am following from day one.

When I finished my report, it was around 11:30 pm(IST).
I cooked rice and raw mango with red lentils already prepared by me, and it was in the refrigerator;
So, I completed my dinner because I was starving.

That's how my 3rd May spent, and