Thank you for your supportive words, that's why I'm sharing my story's with you Guys, because I'm feeling better when I talk about what is happening to me. It's so many people there with similar problems and we don't know what to do with ourselves, but then when I see how much support I'm getting when I'm sharing this with you, it just makes me stronger. I know I have people around me to talk with, but everybody has a own life and problems, and that's why I decided to write about that. Here people choose what they want to read, so I'm not putting you in position when you need to listen about my problems, you decide on your own to read about my life. It helps a lot to write and talk about this and maybe I finnaly found an answer how to accept and overcome everything that is happening to me. Out there are people with worst problems and they need our help, so sharing our story's and supporting each other is in the moment the best thing we can do :) we are strong we just don't know that yet. P.s. I'm waiting for my two new teeth, they said this front two I don't need to pay wuhu 😁and for other two we will see in two weeks how much I need to pay :) one more time...thank u for your prayers, this means a lot to me ❤