I totally get that - I feel the same way about participating in sports, or really any competitive physical challenge haha... Something is driving you other than just focusing on a rep, which I think is so much more fun! I love the feeling of not even noticing how hard I'm working because I'm chasing something else (a ball, a person, etc.)...

What a great point about not being able to truly buy your fitness. Even those with the fewest resources can have the best results if they put in the work. It's a pretty impartial process! :)

Thanks for reading and for your thoughtful comments, my friend!