A Hard Walk, Back To Stardom

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Then it happened the ovation was over,
The crowd became silent and podium was empty except me,
Then it dawned on me, like a star that evaporated into space,
The vapors, like mist in the early morning,
Life expectancy dropped by 10 fold and am wounded,
My eyes blood became red, dilated, morning became night,
I never thought I'll see the day the spotlight turn grey,
Like it was when Jackson my friend died a day to remember,
I wouldn't have any way, a day so cold like ice,then ......

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Large friends become smaller, "no demand no supply"
No one to call to tell my trouble to its like I never exist*
*In solitude my room very quiet, the silence was deafening,
The cry of a drowning man,the steeple steps so high up,
The steps are very high to climb back to stardom,
I miss my mother a women that can bring back a dead soul to life,
I was breaking bread with friends that was shady,
I thought they were my friends as we spend the good time together,

Were we've come and how we realy needed to go realy far,
Was the the story I told to the love of my life,
But like a shooting star her love is like a lie
But she said I'll never regret the day I'll call her mine,
Like a deserter and a deserted desert I walk alone,
Alone I wore my booth to play this long road,
The road back to stardom, without a comforter I percever,
Then I learn to pick my friends and love ones,
A realy hard task with all the mask on thier faces.,
It's hard to discern but I walk on this boulevard,
A boulevard of broken dreams, I walk alone.
It's a lonely road but I'll walk alone back to stardom
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