RE: Practical Angel Magick: Steem Magick Group Ritual Part 2-- Performing The Ritual
Don't get caught up in all of that. I freakout out and backed out of using the Magick when I first started. Because of the same thing. But here is the thing. We don't know what stories are True and are Not. We also don't know if he entire Bible/Torah is a fabrication and nothing more than stories to teach metaphysical lessons which is the Belief of Neville Goddard and many others.
Especially since I have been very vocal against all the Old Testament God many times.
I have been working with Arcangels for about 3 months and have had only good things happen. I did not do rituals. I'm just not a big ritual person. But since i have gone back used the Angels of Alchemy with a number of Angels and I'm having some very good results. I have also been working with Oziel to do some work on Changing beliefs and it's working very well.
As far as Enlil there are so many side from the all being bad to them both being good and Anu being the bad one, then some say they are all good or all bad, who knows. I have had very positive experience asking Enki for help as well.
But what I like the most about GOM is you stay in control and in power, you offer gratitude but do not worship. It's only as risky as you believe it is after all on the ultimate level everything is One part of ALL THAT IS and all aspects of the whole.
It's funny have not felt it in awhile but reading your post brought back the same sick fearful feeling I had even in spite of my work and positive experiences with this Magick. So I know what you are feeling. The good thing about my fearful feeling what that is caused me to go in search of knowledge and read a ton of info from several sources about Angels.
I would say if you are not comfortable with it... don't do it. Instead... Visualized the prices of steem higher and everyone talking about every day that others are doing the ritual. Back when steem was about $.45 I did a post trying to get people to Visualize and use the LOA to raise the price of Steem. Only a couple of people did it with me. Within 3 month we had the highest levels we have seen in a long time.
You could also do a Cosmic Order Or Just ask the Universe for what you want know that it's fulfilled automatically and then totally let go of it. If you're not comfortable with doing the ritual.
thank you for your comments @nspart. I really appreciate being able to talk this over with others. If it was not for Mark Passio I would still be completely locked out of the "occult" because I never bothered to look up the meaning of the world...so it's been a year and I have done a lot of studying. I have a spiritual life otherwise and I am strong in that - but yes you are right - I have this weird feeling about these rituals - and I am not a ritual person either - I just started to look into WHO THE HELL ARE THESE ENTITIES? and I don't know. So, I am talking it over with y'all. Thanks for your comments - it helps a lot.