I've been there also girl. I was in a relationship with first boyfriend for 3 years and despite of giving him my best, he chose to cheat on me. Like you, he even bothered to flirt with my close friend. I was in pain for long. I just kept on praying and lifting up all my heartaches to the Lord. Until one day, I just felt alive and new. Slowly, my tears were wiped out and I realized that I don't feel the pain anymore. Then I opened my heart to love again, praying that this time, everything will work out. And the Lord granted me that. I am in a happy and blessed relationship for 7 years now. :) Just remember that everything happens for a reason. If you stayed with the wrong person, you will never have the chance to be with the right person. :) Learn from what you've been through. Have faith and believe that the Lord has the best plan for you. :) Cheer up @ristinay! :) God loves you. :)