boring
Here's my boring presentation on the boring company
it smells bed. I burned the beans
nuts
and I am uncomfortable and i feel sick and slightly miserable, and I don't feel like that's fair. And I feel like I went for years without getting sick and now I get sick all the time. Ugh
oh well.
here's more words
I wonder what it means to be bored. I am used to distracting myself from boredom lately and just thoughts I don't want to have with my phone. That's so easy.
It's harder to be someone else than me i'm sure, but I just feel like it's pretty hard to be me. I feel sick a lot.
Maybe it just feels that way because I feel sick now. Are things ever easy? Certainly they're easier for me than some people and easier for some other people than me. I'm somewhere in the middle 99% of people. Probably in the middle 80% but beyond that, I'm not sure. Middle 60%? yeah. Probably even upper 50%? I'm not sure about that, but in the world? Yeah. I dunno. What's easy at that point? I don't have to worry about housing or food insecurity in the short or medium term. And I'm 95% sure I will recover to feeling better than I do now within a week.