Thank you so much @janine-ariane

Your perspective means so much to me. Your perception of how I feel is spot on. I have accepted what is, and had made the decision to move on in a positive direction. His inability to do so has deeply saddened me, but it was due to my own expectations, and I have learned an invaluable lesson from this. Setting expectations onto others, is a recipe for disappointment. Sometimes people may fulfill your expectations, but often, you will not get what you were looking for. This decision was indeed for my own wellness and self preservation. Although I am saddened, I know I chose correctly. I have been asking to be filled with light and happiness, and I do not expect it to happen over night, but I believe with full faith, that if it's positivity that I seek, than it is positivity I shall receive.

Thanks for your thoughts Janine huggs back