writing, a sensation revealing voice

-The moment I realized writing is my essence, a sensation revealing voice-
It's kind of a transitional story happened in the series of exploring self-esteem for my life

So, how did I start to hold my happenings?
On that period, every episodes I passed through were over serious, after I just graduated my high school. I started wondering what's the room I am passionate on, which discipline I need to draw as my career option. Queries like these, all the way, then hit me. Literally, I was every bit overwhelmed the way I omitted for a sentence; not even considerations were there grown in my thinking for a choose. The only sense I had at the moment was frustration when I did have no guts to pour such of my helplessness because I, myself, would have to sleep on it.
And, whatever the resentful time I lived, I never feared to face my days and did not rushed for a quick settlement. I just held my horse and pushed myself to the truth grappling with all of the encounters just to take a hint of my heed and eye over my triumph. This is not freakish that I stuck, because each and everyone gets through this hour, but the thing is how deep one dives to find love of his life.
Now the question is: how did I very favor with writing?
There was always a concept in my head called 'novelty' that every time inspired me to come up with something unorthodox, creativity. This sophistication then made me to write my daily day on sheets of diary, which later on became my breath. One day when I knew that there's a space in "Republica" National Newspaper, where we can mail our perspectives about the articles there, I just tried my first endeavor and there became my very first post on any newspaper ever, and then I could not help myself from revealing this news to my friends. Then, when I got positive feedback the post was too good, that became a extra motivation for me to come up with a new writing. Likewise, I just went on with many more posts on the paper, and lastly, I realized there is something very special about me and my writing and I set a finding that I need to make writing my soul.
Sudin