The lowest point in my life was the period in which I couldn't find a way to get to the trees. Now I make it a point to always live surrounded by them. Pine trees are especially loving. I think my second post on here was about the time I had a satori experience for 3 weeks and was able to communicate with the trees. Not the way I do now, where I'm simply aware of them and appreciate them. But I mean really hear them similar to the way I could communicate with a human. I discovered then that the pines are like mothers to the world.