FROM MY BLEEDING HEART TO YOURS

I don't know how to do this..
This thing where we are there with each other
But not for each other
I am clueless as to handle this void
Filled with echoing silence, that threaten the sleep of hungry lions

I do not know how to smile and say I'm fine...
When fluids dripping from my beating organ,
Could save a dying life
I'm at lost as to where to begin...
Begin being your friend, when we've practically become strangers
I wouldn't know how to be strangers either,
When just a fortnight ago
We were familiar in the most imaginable ways

I wonder how you do it, smile as your eyes reflect the opposite
While your tongue argue in your smile's defence
You seem to be good at this bed thing
See, this distance between us could give even the great walls,
A run for their reputation

I'm sorry..
I do not know how to stop loving you
When basically, loving you is the only education,
I ever had
I don't know how to do this...
This thing where we are there with each other
But not for each other
I am clueless as to handle this void
Filled with echoing silence, that threaten the sleep of hungry lions

I do not know how to smile and say I'm fine...
When fluids dripping from my beating organ
Could save a dying life
I'm at lost as to where to begin...
Begin being your friend, when we've practically become strangers
I wouldn't know how to be strangers either,
When just a fortnight ago,
We were familiar in the most imaginable ways

I wonder how you do it, smile as your eyes reflect the opposite
While your tongue argue in your smile's defence
You seem to be good at this bed thing
See, this distance between us could give even the great walls,
A run for their reputation

I'm sorry...

I do not know how to stop loving you
When basically, loving you is the only education,
I ever had

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