One of the major things that would make me decide not to send it is the possibility of being penalized in some way for what I had to say. If I can't call her 'M' I'd rather not send it at all because they'd be just as likely to come after me if I called her 'X' or even gave her a full alias.

Yes that was what I was aiming at.

until there's an alternative, I have to live in one.

I think the alternative will be when enough people will give up the belief in government, ......but that can take a while :)......just like with other superstitions and cults, what people have been told since childhood, is true for them, and it takes a lot to get people to question their beliefs especially when it's so all compassing and is woven into every aspect live.

I hope "government" will stop with what I call, torturing people and ruining their lives, with forbidding people cannabis that can help elleviate a lot of pain, stop seizures etc. Same goes for LSD or a compound thereof, that has been proven, for some people with cluster headaches, to be the only thing that works, when everything else failed.

And of course I hope government stops, the initiation of violence against peaceful innocent people, but I think that is to much to ask lol. For if it did initiate violence, than it wouldn't be government anymore.

Thank you for the reply and I wish you good luck :)