Week 3 quitting smoke

Nothing is easy in this world isn't it?
Thats's why it is fun?!

I had some pretty interesting weeks quitting smoke,
after 2 weeks of feeling moody,-very MOODY.
I finally realized it might be causing by quitting-WHAT?!

Cause I thought I was doing ok,
it's just cigarettes come on~it's not drug~

But hey, you go try it and you can tell me how fun it is how's that? :)

Week 3 now,
picking myself up doing more creativity stuff,
I hope I hope:)

I can feel something different as I woke up now,
not feeling down so down anymore.

I thought I lost my drive of everything for awhile,
which was not fun~
but I realized it's just cold turkey from quitting,
after I research a little bit,
the morning I found out I was moody for weeks-----
why you so slow Sonja?! not sharp dude~!

It was a fun little journey...
quite scary to feel lost,
that old feeling of being a young kid in this world,
without knowing what to do with my life was back for a bit,

I am so happy being older and healthy now,
Thank You GOD!!!!

Been working for 5 days last week,
I'm having a Monday off today:)

Wish everyone a happy creative new week!
S. :)

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