* Grief Without Cause

I hope I hope soon
About happy that still feels dark
This night I do not want to sweat
Dissolved in the growing tears
I try to strengthen my heart
But still there is depressed in the heart
Tearing through me
Why is everything so full of twists?
Makes me stranded in the abyss of helplessness
Lost in the mind of the mind

I tried to impart the whole feeling
But the pen is not able to write
There's always an unanswered taste
There is always grief without cause

I can only wait, the sun's light bias approaches
Being desperate for what I have